The sleepless nights in which every lyrics in Coldplay’s Fix You relates to how you are feeling
The moments when you’re so lost you don’t know what’s going to happen
The loneliness yet security to reading and books
The necessity for independence and self love
The nostalgia for what you want to believe were better times which are now tainted by other memories
The desire for this pain to go away
I’ve learned that no matter how much you care, some people don’t deserve you, I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion, not proof to destroy it. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others, they are probably more screwed up than you think. I’ve learned that the people you care about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.